Цял ден си мисля колко съвършено изглеждаш :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I guess you have at least been given the information about the Pfizer slaughterhouses, discovered in Greece and Gent, Belgium, as well as some secret Pfizer laboratory
I had remembered that Pfizer post in the internet absolutely everything they do, immediately after they do it, kidnapped just "remodeled" people in the mere slaughterhouses,
posted in their own facebook accounts, on their behalf, buildings, high fences, everything
Pfizer do nothing put public executions, they love public executions
And based on my idea some secret slaughterhouses and laboratories were discovered

I am thinking about how crime happens in front of everyone, at least in front of me, for 7 years now, and I have never taken part, so why did Pfizer show so much
I have always imagined that criminals hide, while Pfizer love posting everything they do in the internet, doing it in front of everyone
I have many times before commented that "pleasure" always trumps "business" in everything they do
They always sink into playing for the "pleasure of doing it"

New World is not a business, it's a vice club, you are right

You have no idea how many times Pfizer have failed in front of me, just because business, money, anything, means nothing to them compared to the "pleasure of doing it"
It is always the formula "We will now poison you with viagra (or whatever)", and then doing it
They always tell what they will/are/have done, this makes them feel powerful
And is a valuable survival data too
One more address for you:
I do not remember it, of course, at at the end of me being still on "speaking terms" with Pfizer, they insisted that "for the sake of "these hands have never worked", I have to find myself a gender reassignment facility in google"
When I ran the search, no matter how many times I ran it, in the entire world there were only two such facilities
One in Gent, Belgium, which DXC discovered, and rescued people from there, as this was of course a slaughterhouse
And the second one was in Serbia - this must have been March 2014, and my computer screenshots both you and Pfizer have must have recorded the Serbian slaughterhouse address, and you can visit it
My result from running these searches was just more disgust, yet the addresses are sure those of slaughterhouses

Mariya Dimitrova, indeed
Not from Facebook, from PPD/Pfizer, she was used to deliver Pfizer messages to me for a long time
When I rebelled, she congratulated me - she brought a box of French chocolates to work, I took the only "revolutionary" one, she congratulated me,
Than behaved as terminally scared and silent, not daring to talk to me even when someone she was walking with invited me to join them at lunch
Her expression though was speaking of resolution that she is against Pfizer
May be she still works at Pfizer/PPD Medical information
Her parents are in Canada, they have an apartment in Sofia, and she lives in it
Tall, on the skinny side, this is all I know about her
And that she took direct orders from Pfizer (as many enthusiastic people, believing at first that this was help)
rebelled against them and is clearly against them, a great person and an intelligent one

Знаеш че ние с теб обичаме борчета и елхи :)
Каквото и да казвате, обичам те :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

No, I do not yet understand, yet whatever :)
In this New World sadism, rescued and dead are pretty much equal
Whatever life brings :)
Yes, Pfizer made a lot of noise at some point that they had stolen monthly period sanitary things
I used to spray them with cleaning detergents and bleach, yet my mother lived with me, and kept complaining that these detergents smelled bad to her
I once skipped the detergents spraying, and Pfizer made lots of noise about stealing my used sanitary things, and using them for cloning
I do not believe they have managed to use whatsoever, yet whatever life brings :)

I did not suspect any cloning when I was spraying my sanitary things with detergents
Or may be I did, may be Pfizer were threatening that they would, I don't remember
I sprayed them with detergents mainly because I didn't want Pfizer to collect any data at all about what they had done to me
But if this cloning has indeed happened, than you need some laws
About garnage collection, disposal, etc.
This is a new kidnapping recipe with which really important people could be blackmailed
Me not, as I clearly understand that there is absolutely nothing I could physically stand if Pfizer take me
So, realistically, there is nothing to be done except the noise I have been making for the last 7 years

On just one point I am adamant
If Pfizer have been removing gonads, as they always do, and these are found, I will not be using them for myself.
Growing children for spare parts is something I will not support.
I cannot forget how the Alexander story started
Peter Krahn contacted me in Skype, told me some cryptic message, and kept repeating, "Was there any impact on customer?, Say that there was no impact to customer!"
And I was only repeating, "I don't know"
And I hate Peter Krahn ever since, although I do not approve of his Swiss clock internal mainframe being taken down
Peter Krahn's statement started all Alexander .........., not only life, but also sale, and I hate Peter Krahn
If someone from my family has "parts" they will be using their own parts (as in Alexander alive), and no-one else.
In "my" particular case (if this is really the case), not even the "Alexander alive" option works.

Ами, сложно е наистина
Аз никога не съм знаела какво точно да изпитвам към деца, освен неограничени дози покровителстване
Но пък огледах брат си, и това си е почти същото
Аз се гордея с Александър, това сега не е точно същото, затова е сложно
И това че брат ми имаше не само мен
Не знам, прилича на гледане на котки
Не обмислям дали, а как, наистина е нещо което никога и на никого не бива да се случва
Мисля че като се съберем всички на едно място нещата ще са много по прости :)
Прегръщам те..................................................., Обичам те....................................................
Иначе не, не мисля за "преди", аз съм точно това, което винаги съм казвала на теб
Животът съществува само от точката, в която сме в момента, и напред, нищо друго не съществува
Освен ако не се отнася за неща, които обичам да си спомням :)

Знаеш ли, всъщност животът е много лесен :)
Като си представи човек че алернативата е майка ми :)
Поражението е просто неосъществимо, никой не може да го направи по-зле от нея :)

Well, now we have even more reasons to take down New World
And DXC proved that their not-telling wasted two years of many people's lives
I don't know if the law is crooked or the ones who misuse it, I did read something about that - "I cannot sue if the government pursues it already"
This makes sense in term of general solution, why sue if the government is taking care of it, which is better
Still the fact that the government is taking care of something shouldn't prevent reparations, Pfizer need to pay for my repair, and everyone's repair
This suits the government too, as why should government pay for Pfizer's damages
Anyway, this DXC 2-years playground lost 2 years of many lives
At least the reports which they cannot verify, like Serbia in this case, why not reporting them to "higher authority"?
No, I am not scared of psychology, this is one more of my "special features" :)
Every child and adult in my presence calm down, well children calm down at least, as I sound stable without talking
Sophie is very screamy about the smallest things
Once I brought her to a playground when she was 6, she was running with other children, they went outside the rubber carpet, she fell quite seriously
blood on her knees, hip, etc., she started crying that she looked at me and shut up, looking surprised at me, as I was not reacting at all
I was completely calm as if nothing had happened, so was she in a moment, and this was the only time she didn't make any drama
Around me children at least calm down and make no drama of anything
Plus, Pfizer are such sadists, that the mere physical repair is such a tremendous improvement, that everything else resolves by itself
I just hope we will be in family soon, all of us :)
And after that we will figure out everything :)
(think if we had to know, or in a year or two, try to hide such a large family :) )
Прегръщам те................................................................................................., Обичам те.................................................................................................................................................

New World have started a total Apocalypse in so many aspects, yet it is not so late for us to stop it
Since we know about the UK catastrophe now, not 20 years later
It's all like a very bad movie
When Yavor was a child, he was watching some cloning cartoon, I guess a princess got cloned, and then equal girls poured on the street
"I'm Sylvia!", "I'm Sylvia!", "I'm Sylvia!"
Still, we caught it now, not 20 years later :)
And I am about exterminating every New World structure :)
I have always been wondering on vengeance topics, sounds far too generous in my opinion
If I have family, why waste my time on garbage, even if I do waste my time on garbage, as in this case -
Let it be meaningful, remove them so we can live.
That part about "they need to know why we killed them", that is naive anthropomorphism in my opinion
I do not care about what New World think, not more than when spraying the room for mosquitoes, why would I attribute thinking where there is none?

We need anti-cloning laws
I mean, legal controled cloning options can reduce the exposure to crime
Yet the punishment for wild illigel cloning must be very serious
Sort of find them jail accommodations, and take everything they have, so they have no means to repeat the same crime
Not much different from confiscating a gun
Anti New World laws, in general
Anti-fascism laws must already exist, no idea how severe they are
The idea is that there will always be imbeciles, stupid thinking cannot be eradicated without killing half of Humanity, which is definitely not the intention
The money must be taken from anyone committing crimes against Humanity
Because an imbecile with money is New World-er, and without the money he is just an imbeciles no different than many others
I think even people like Pavleta Taseva who are "registering half-legal funeral homes", just for some cash, must be punished, so others are afraid to do it next time
What are the laws? (not that in Bulgaria there is any implemented law whatsoever), Yet, why is registering a company without knowing the sources of income legal?
I have seen several company registrations, as Pavleta insisted to show me the registrations of the companies I was applying to for a job
These registrations all looked like, "Initial fund: $1"
If this is the registration law....................

One more fact, which might not be related to Pfizer, yet with my strictly controlled internet and google I do not believe it possible
If I have seen a movie forum in my google sreach, this forum has been submitted to me, it didn't appear naturally in my search
Here is the story, and I am telling it for the first time, as I believe it might be related to this clonig chaos
This must have been around April/May 2014, I was trying to be known to people, so that I do not disappear, and I started by looking for forums in the internet, as making friends with my neighbors didn't work
So I found a movie forum which must be on my Pfizer screen recordings
Pfizer started using this forum almost immediately, or it was theirs to start with, as many users were doing Pfizer things simultaneously
There were three main topic Pfizer highlighted on this forum:
* Abortions after rape (if that is not promoting he cloning idea.........)
* Only the rich have rights, if you are not rich you are used for meat (pretty much)
* animations, Pfizer dreamed of making me "hate men", by sending men in the bus after me to "make sexual bump against" moves at me; same with flying forward animations, etc.
I mean, as with everything else, Pfizer are brainwashing the idea of cloning massively
I have seen this Pfizer brainwashing on various topics, always massive, aggressive, counting on full submission
One of the TV advertisement with which Pfizer were chasing me throughout Gabrovo, even in restaurants, was
"I am feeling INSECURE, I need a cystitis test"
Good to know, Pfizer saw no tests whatsoever.

Прегръщам те..................................................., Обичам те..............................................................................
Ти какво мислиш за цялата тази бъркотия?
Ти си емоционалната ни страна, но все пак си по-дистанциран, и може да имаш по-реален поглед :)

Some more things to share
1st, the Pavleta-like imbeciles, this is not a one time thing, Pfizer carefully choose to work entirely with imbeciles
When I was working on my Master's degree thesis, I was travelling to the valley of the river of Struma, as an enthomologist
This valley is inhabited by Macedonians, who are said to be quick-tempered
I don't know about that, yet they definitely like writing humourous labels
One such label, placed in the middle of a public grass garden, said "The intelligent people are safeguarding the natural acquisitions, for the rest of the people this is obligatory"
I mean, no-one has ever manager to teach Pavleta code, law, English, anything, she is just born with no brain, you cannot hope to teach her right and wrong
Yet for her, as "for the rest of the people", doing illegal things must be forbidden, scary, dangerous - there is no other solution
This brings me to the second topic, when you find New World slaughterhouses in Serbia, Belgium, wherever, this must not be allowed to be judge by local "laws",
As long as it starts and ends with satelites, results in massive "vaccines" attacks all over the world, I don't see what would make it more global than it already is
"Serbia"'s have no word in this.
I will now give you 3 more names and addresses, as we never know to what DXC have reacted and to what not

The first two addresses are for a slaughterhouses network, a.k.a. rehabs and mental houses
I used to live once, up until September 2012, at 21 D, Georgi Benkovksi str, Sofia 1000 - old building, entrance from the backyard, last floor, I think 5th
Only 2 appartments on the last floor, looking at the doors, mine was on the left, on the right lived (possibly owned the apartment) a "psychologist"
I do not remember her name, yet it is written on a sticker on her door, and I also received emails from her end of May 2014, and she also has some "office" registered on Slavyanska str, Sofia 1000
This "psychologist" has extremely bad teeth, not just broken, not even yellow like those of low lives, hers are very deep black and very broken - I suspect drugs
Her "office" is registered as a recruitment agency and psycological services, something of that sort, and she travels far too often abroad - someone with teeth so bad is not there on vacation, but on some bad teeth business
France most of all
While I was living there, she often attacked me to offer me psychological services, she said "call centers are like uranium mines, etc."
They might well be, yet broken teeth won't fix this
After Pfizer's air attacks started in May 2014, I managed to find her phone number, as I was trying to find any help at all, and I didn't realize she was a slaughterhouse recruiter at first
I had had one first talk with her at her home, when I "imagined" she was a good person, and I had made a photo of the sticker on her door, as I planned to make her a business website as a present
I gave up the website idea when I started meeting her on the stairs, always trying to catch me as prey
Yet that door photo and the sticker on it had her phone number
I met with her, she said that "me stopping to watch soap operas 24/7 was an illness, it meant that I cannot concentrate on a movie, I was seriously insane", etc. bullshit, stench of Pfizer
And she then sent me numerous emails with some doctor's name, I have a vague memory that his name might have been Ivan Ivanov, or Ivanov only, or whatever
Yet his address was National Addictions Center, Address: 117 "Pirotska" str, 1303 Sofia Center, Sofia, Phone: 088 422 2553
This is the New World slaughterhouses center for Bulgaria
One more address is https://retobulgaria.org
As per their own official statement
I know them because I was once addicted to antiques, I saw gypsies selling silver spoons once, $1 a piece, ancient very beautiful, and I started "rescuing" art at pretty much zero cost :)
That Reto rehab used their prisoners as movers, large part of the moved furniture and other things ended up their 2 antiques shops near the central market,
I knew of the shops because I was visiting many antiques sellers, though I never ever dared to call Reto movers whenever I needed a movers service
And when Pfizer kidnapped "these hands have never worked", at first I tried to find him, and I imagined that rehabs will know about each other
This is why I went to their shop and showed the middle aged+ guard lady the photo Pfizer had posted in Facebook, "there hands have never worked" in a yard surrounded by a wall of a height 3 times a human height, with lots of graffiti on it
The guard lady said that no rehab will ever allow graffiti, and that "pharmaceutical companies testing drugs on rehab prisoners is the normal thing to do, this is what rehabs and pharmaceutical companies do"
The guard lady's prisoner got very scared at these words about drug testing, she was not Bulgarian, she spoke with a thick accent which I couldn't place

And a chemical warfare chain, the SexWell shops
I had got for the first time sprayed with viagra, in The Mall, with female viagra
I didn't yet know anything about the chemical attacks, I was planning to find a way to "resolve" the poison
I went to some internet club on Simeon Street, Arab club near the central market, hoping to find addresses of sex shops without Pfizer seeing me, so I can buy myself an electric "toy", and "resolve" the poison, this was my plan
Pfizer identified me the moment I set in front of the computer, flooded the screen with advertisements "Perfume for homo"
The first address I went to was a pawnshop, "hostage"-message
The second locked their door without even turning off the lights inside, the moment I approached the door
I called online, "they no longer delivered, will take a couple of days, do I need a male of a female female "toy"?"
Long story short, SexWell work for Pfizer and distribute their chemical warfare
Yes, every single grocery even starts working for Pfizer a couple of days/weeks after I first visit them, yet SexWell reacted in less than 30 minutes, this means they are Pfizer, and not new recruits
No, I never bought no "toys"

I also suspect some military organization behind New World
Everything IS sick, but it is also completely uniform
As if there is one single sick mind behind everything, and this is why everyone monotonously does the same things day after day, and year after year
Post things in internet, "We will now spray you with poison, this is what you will feel", every, every, every single thing unchanged for the last 7 years
A club of psychopaths will have variations, everyone will have their own tastes for sadism
In what has been happening for the last 7 years there has been not a single variation
Ah, and word was that Telerik were doing all the hacking/spaying on everyone, just so you know

Станахме като, аз дори нямам дума за това
Все пак имам чуството че ще сме семейство :)
Аз и ти, искам да кажа, то всичко останало само следва от това, не може да се тръгва от останалото
Трябва да намерим равновесието между време за нас, и помощ от външни хора
За да имаме самостоятелност, но да не сме затрупани до невъзможност
Аз дори не си представям какво точно правиш и с Александър досега
Като си мислех днес за помощ в къщата, в смисъл на "детска учителка", се сетих само за един негър, който дори не беше кариер, а само слагаше маркираните покупки в кашони в Costco, Boca Raton
И правеше шоу от всичко за целия магазин, объждайки на висок глас, питайки всеки дали може да купи на жена си прахосмукачка за рождения й ден :)
Нещо подобно имаше в еднин филм, назначих може би под прикритие военен за детска учителка в детска градина, и на всички деца им хареса
Не харесвам идеята за медицински сестри наоколо, аз на "medical" не вярвам, мисля че са умственоувредени от самото си погрешно образование
Но не може да ми се вярва много в тези идеи за "детска учителка", защото аз съм с деца малко като ти с Тахчийски, склонна съм да прехвърлям неща към "по-способни"
А и в моя и в твоя случай, ние сме единствените способни :)
Все пак ни трябва детска учителка, независимо мъж или жена, някой който има сколнност да се забавлява от всичко, защото все нещо ще работим, особено ти :)

Майката ти прави изключение, разбира се, нея я харесвам :)
Включително и защото харесвам творението й :)

We will see where we end up, whatever :)
We just need an environment which is ours, and we might have already be there :)
My parents are freaks indeed, yet they said lots of clever things, among other things
My mother, for instance, has always been sorry for the socialist mix up
She said that before socialism people were living in class-neighborhoods
No, class is not even the correct word, trade is
People were leaving in neighborhoods as per their trade - craftsmen, bankers, landworking, etc.
And she said their children were just growing in their own environment
This cannot exist today, of course, ye still we can end up somewhere where Alexander+ will have neighbors and friends
My mother meant that the apartment block we lived in, as well as the entire neighborhood, were an impossible mixture of people
Technical University staff, truck driver, police, mainframe engineers, factory workers, teachers, mobsters
They all had different values for their children and the children did not fit well together
I mean we need to at some point fit somewhere :)


Yes, I can tell you from experience that socialism and promiscuous mixing of people are bad
One thing is Sophie's black neighborhood school for gifted children, where children from all over Florida are gathered, of completely different income
And a completely different thing is a socialist mix of children who read books in a neighborhood of school which assigns the reading of 1 book (any book) as the worst punishment one can ever be given
Not a metaphor, just life - you might not know, yet in my childhood Bulgarian schools had age based "military-style" organizations
Where all 1st to 3rd grade or so students were "CHavdarcheta", while all older students were "Pioners"
Courts of Law were held by these children "military" organizations, and because one of my classmates had been very bad in something, I don't remember what -
His, officially documented and chosen by the Children Judges, punishment was "to read 1 book"
There is mixing based on interests, which is great, and there is socialist mixing based on "equality", which is a disaster

И дори нямаш представа колко се радвам за ттеб :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You reminded me something important - "Christianity"
New World are extremely attached to "Christianity"
When Pfizer were recruiting "these hands have never worked", they had chosen his "new name" for him, "not a request", there were no choices
The "New World woman" can only be called "Christine"
Lots of Christian Holidays "theaters", "Christian" organizations

Of course, New World's idea of "Christianity", same as New World's ideas of "right" and "wrong" are as sick as it gets
I am just saying that they call what they do "Christianity"

Yes, this is also why New World "normalize" everyone - no more gay, no more tall women (they will become men), no more short men (they will be remodeled into women)
I was getting piles of Pfizer street theaters
Once I was walking to the Vasil Levski Stadium metro station, and a group of same age youths passed by me, and slowed down, so as to walk in front of me, and speak loud theater
Most of the youths were "normal", yet one boy was not higher that 1.20-1.40 meters, and one of the girls was higher than me
The boy said "Excuse me!", and the tall girl said, "I don't need your excuses!"
Pfizer "street school", "see, this is wring, this cannot be allowed to exist! We need to remodel them!"
There was also some show next to my apartment building's entrance, a boy on a stair, a girl on the side walk, "men are higher"
Another thing I remembered is that New World members have no a single right to choices (beyond their chosen vice)
All wedding rings can only be made of tungsten, profession is chosen by someone else, part of the Whole Theater, "I can only be a project manager"
Not, not implying to now :)
We are at war, I will work whatever necessary :)

New World "allows race differences" by the way
Lots of the Pfizer's advertisements were with black, Latino, Asian - only gay, short men and tall women "are not allowed" :)
Yes, let's start laughing as things have already got far too disgusting for any other approach :)

While they were recruiting me, Pfizer were also officially planning growth hormone injections for male babies, since the day of birth
Some total body height psychosis, wonder how they leader looks like?

What makes it even stranger is that of all bodily "handicaps" only "wrong body height" is forbidden
Pfizer made February/March 2015 a street exhibition for me
There is a "Lovers Bridge" in Sofia, connecting the National Palace of Culture and the park of the Hilton hotel in front
Along both sides' railings of the bridge, there were rows of pictures of children with disabilities
All the more disgusting, as Pfizer were not protecting them, they were manufacturing them on purpose
I admire different people, and I don't believe in disabilities, I see different abilities, yet intentionally manufacturing handicapped children is something completely different

The idiot behind this could indeed be a short man, as one of the no choice parts of New World's "project" was growth hormone at advanced age
So that the face, hands, and feet can be distorted

Well, from what I have seen of Pfizer, "your man"'s picture will be all over the internet

Както сме тръгнали, ти може скоро да се превърнеш в едноличен родоначалник на целия си вид :)
Аз съм малко out of my mine днеска, тъй че каквото и да казвам, приемай го само за настроение :)
Александър само имам предвид :)
Но понеже сме много, така изглежда :)

True, the National Palace of Culture exhibition might have an interesting money trail

Nice record, by the way :)
Things which under "the former regime" have been dragged for years, were now resolved within days :)
If I were you I would find myself a nice reporter and make them document this for the public :)
Everyone must know that "what no-one ever does" (a.k.a. calling you), does actually end up very nice :)

Yes, nice track record :)
This is what I was trying to remember, as in "demonstrated track record" on job offers and CVs
My eternal grudge against socialism started because of English
After 7th grade, I was admired in a most highly selective language school, wanted to study English, had the technically highest entrance score of 6.00
Yet the director called my mother, and told her "We have decided that your daughter will be studying French"
Yes, I see that you love shopping, and I was going to tell you about two other big purchases Pfizer made for me
At least a month (February/March 2014) of all evenings Slavi Show on Bulgarian TV, including on the 3rd of March, it was all Pfizer theater for me
Also First Investment Bank's TV advertisements of the same period, "There is pain, suffering, and love in it", etc. bullshit
And at least two episodes of Rizzoli & Isles, end of 2014 I think

I was studying English by myself, from the textbooks and notebooks of my classmates, each class group was half English/half French
Mostly verses, like "I too sing America", "Who is he? A man"

The Pfizer Rizzoli & Isles episodes - from them I remember a very cheap, out of place scene, where Rizzoli and Isles admire some Pfizer-looking man in a open convertible car I think

I don't know if DXC told you about the banks
Post Bank is Pfizer to its bones
They had many, many Pfizer shows, and not only shows
Like changing my Euroline credit card's address, refusing to tell me to what address they have registered it, linking my Euroline credit card to some external Pfizer bank account, so I don't get anything billed to it
No matter I purchase from Cigna Insurance Pfizer, or from Amazon
In Gabrovo they made me sign some money transfer order for transferring money to Linnah, normal so far
However, the part of the form with my signature on it was alone on the second page, Pfizer were at least twice collecting blank page signatures from me, first at the end of my time at PPD, some "new "pulse" client" forms

Also Societe Generale Express Bank, my current bank
First they made some trick to refuse to transfer my money from one of my bank accounts to another same day, I had to wait, in one of their offices only, on Graf Igntaiev str
Next they issued a debit VISA card to me, with a PIN of ONLY 2 NUMBERS, forming a symetric figure
The last 3 digits on the back of the card, used for online purchases, are composed of the same 2 numbers from the PIN, forming a symmetrical reversed figure
What are the odds?
Next they insisted I buy an insurance "against stolen phone", I refused, next morning I looked at my phone in the metro train, yet when I arrived at work, the phone was no longer in my pocket
I chose online a new very cheap phone, went after work to buy it from Плесио София, ул. "Ангел Кънчев" 5, гр. София 1000
There a theater started, the "shop assistant", a rather disgusting teenage whore, was bringing phone, after phone, after phone, and "they all didn't work"
Eventually, a colleague of hers "showed her that her phone had its battery protected by a nylon sheet, she needed to remove the nylon to be able to use the phone"
I bought the phone, whatever, and in 2018 DXC discovered that Pfizer are able to follow me everywhere because the whore-phone had some bug added to it, before the purchase
And the idiotic bank is in all of this
Including, one of the last times I went to Sofia, went to a bank office near Journalist square, and the bank assistant forced me to provide new data, a colleague of his came and said, "No, why are yo giving her a copy, she must not have a copy of what data we have about her"
I have that copy prepared to give it to you as well
Ah, and March-May 2014, or even before that, Post bank was literally covered with some babies advertisements

That's not even all - after buying the new phone from that Plesio shop, I went directly home, and my old phone was on top of my blanket, in my bed
And this all started in the bank, SGEB

Truth be told, for the first time the communication gets a little bit better
One thing always meaning one thing, at least at times - the lack of this was the main problem
Reading rises an important question I had - what happens with my "hardware upgraded" Plesio and my may be "hardware upgraded" archaic phone with no internet, and my hacked OnePlus phone?
Do they go with me wherever I go?

The phones with me?! WOW!

I have one OnePlus, hacked only, Pfizer see it the moment I switch it on, no SUM card needed, and I have connected "something" to it which is "mine"; the phone just switched on
The second charging phone is Turbo X, it has definitely got Pfizer hardware upgrade; the phone just switched on
My oldest phone got killed by Pfizer one day, as they didn't want me to go anywhere without the "hardwared" Turbo X
I have a third phone, an archaic NOKIA, which I have just browsed
Normally, you must not be able to see the NOKIA (although it has the Telenor SIM card now), yet this NOKIA was stolen at the Miami out airport, by border police
Then it miraculously showed up in my room in Lozen, and I am afraid that its blinking the "Изход" option is not natural
It must not have internet, animations, anything, and if the left option is always lighting up after the right one - I don't trust this
May be +animation, may be +hardware

Armed :)
(with completely broken phones..............)
I did for some days keep one of the phones and that "thing" of mine secret, yet neither lasted long..........

This might mean that you are seeing the "red thing"

Сетих се че ти, за разлика от мен, със сигурност знаеш какво се прави с деца :)
Аз някак си се страхувам или не си позволявам да се радвам, само за теб досега съм правила изключение :)

I have just remembered - one more kidnapping/slaughterhouses chain, Bupa
Pfizer rarely do give "choices"
Signa and Bupa insurance were decorating my gmail mailbox for weeks, I had a "choice" between these two, nothing else
Whatever you find for Signa, in terms of kidnapping and slaughterhouses, same holds for Bupa
The key being "emergency evacuation", Pfizer insist that you buy this, so they can kidnap you, and transport you across borders

I don't know if I mentioned to you the fake training certificates site of Pfizer
At any moment, the mailbox of my old, hacked, katya.marincheva@gmail.com account was adorned with at least 10 text only advertisements
Or "instructions" about what Pfizer wanted me to do
One of the "to do" things, was a fake training certificates sight, its name started with A, may be
Yet it will be easy for you to find it, as the courses of on this website, and the tests after each course, are exact copies of the respective test on the Microsoft site
You go to the Microsoft Excel, Access tutorial, or to the Adobe Photoshop tutorial, you copy one question of the tests at the end of the tutorials, put it between quotation marks
And the google search will return the fake training certificates site
It is fake, because these tutorials and tests are free on the respective business' site, and are no good for certification
Also, there might have been some $10 payment from my Euroline credit card to this site, as for some courses they gave you free course, free test, free certificate, yet the certificate's download costs $10, something like that
Pfizer insisted that I took Project Management courses on this site, and protested ardently against me taking French lenguage courses/certificates
At the time, Pfizer planned on "housing me and "these hands have never worked" in France", may be with fake papers,
And if we have French papers, French as foreign language certificates in my training history won't fit
No idea, they just said, "No French courses"
This was December 2013

There was one more tablet, which I used to use as a phone, at during one of the endless total misunderstanding "rescue" attempt, I deliberately switched it on, and left it in the street
To give Pfizer a wrong direction as to where the meeting point is
As always, even though "our people" knew the meeting point, and Pfizer didn't, after a couple of "attempts" only Pfizer came
The tablet was a cheap Telenor garbage, cost $5 new, and after a week of use needed a month of repair (probably hardwared too)
I no longer have the tablet, I threw it on the street to make sure Pfizer are not after me, but after the tablet

The laptop I am writing from
It was my first internet tool when I started trying to hide away from Pfizer
I took it with me in the street (it is American, old, heavy, and enormous), and I was trying to catch with it unguarded street internet, so I can browse free
Didn't work, Pfizer were recognizing it everywhere in the street, it did connect a couple of times shortly
Yet Pfizer were cutting the connection, and then did something so I could no longer connect to any street internet
I even managed to create a couple of fake email addresses from the street, yet Pfizer cut all connections to the laptop
And I was trying from different neighborhoods, Lozenets, Dondukov, nothing worked
The laptop was of course often alone at home, and the apartment was regularly visited by Pfizers in my absence, lots of papers stolen
Something might have been added to it too, or they have other means of recognizing it
Pfizer never stole money from the apartment, though
May be in later years there was one exception, or "may be now they will start stealing money", yet I do not remember
It has been 7 years of 24/7/365 Pfizer, everything becomes just a pointless background

No, Pfizer do not control the entire Sofia internet
They rather followed my red USA phone, and caught the laptop as it was with the phone
Same way they did not know my OnePlus, yet when they "saw" it next to my "red thing", they knew it was mine, and caught it too
I know that Pfizer do not monitor all Sofia internet, as during the lots of "rescue" trips in Sofia, I had a haircut twice, I had lunch at least once unnoticed, I twice bought myself a watch, had lunch at street fast food point which all have cameras pointed to the customers
All these places visibly with cameras, and I was seen nowhere

Yes, OK, they might control the entire internet, as my tablet and me got seen in the middle of a completely invisible trip
Yet they do not control all cameras
Some cameras, yes, when they knew that I was going to be on the central market, they saw me in every single shop there
They do have access to all the cameras, luxury/law class shops, doesn't matter, yet to see me they need to know in advance in which neighborhood I will be

I don't understand if you want me to remove the phone's photo :)
Or you are choosing a phone
I will have all my phones with me, as I don't understand what exactly I need to do
And could remove that photo

One more interesting fact about Pfizer stealing
Pfizer do not steal messy papers, I used to often have bad moods, in which all my papers could end up in a pile on the floor because I have been searching for something, and left them there for months, or weeks at least
And by pile I mean scattered as tree leaves in the fall
Such papers Pfizer do not steal
The moment some of the papers end up in folders, they disappear
My mother loved knowing "all I do", this is why every time she visits me, she "starts arranging my papers in neet folders and envelopes"
And she comments aloud everything she ever does, "Here is an envelope with all your Societe Generale Express Bank papers"
And a minute later we both go to the apartment downstairs where Linnah and Mitko used to live, come back upstars 30 minutes later, and that SGEB envelope is already gone

I don't understand this
Yet it reminds me that I am all the time thinking that some day you will allow me some shooting training :)
I have a good aim, and like practicing it :)

Unless it is about clean up :)

Without this "tip" I wrote, DXC would have wasted all our lives for years to come
"New regime" came at once and took every single front
Today I was even feeling guilty that for many days now I have been piling on you new and new tips, not giving you any opportunities for rest days

Compared to the former "But it doesn't matter", "We will" (hinted 6000 times a day and never happening)
No comment
That's like a Paris Match advertisement from 1980
Two pages left entirely empty, and on the bottom right corner in smallest letters "The company Ford needs no advertising" :)

The OnePlus along with its "red thing"
And the Turbo X

I remembered one more thing about which Pfizer were very excited
You know how Pfizer use long term metaphors for a range of things
In 2014, when they were using air chemical warfare on me, almost on a daily basis, they were all the time calling me Ukraine
You might not remember, but that was the time of the Russia-Ukraine war

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Now some more warnings, about cars and appliances
Pfizer like damaging cars
* park so as to prevent you from leaving your parking spot, place a Pfizer car nearby and play its horn every time you try to move, Mitko gets startled and hits his car at this
* pieces of glass, metal, whatever, at chosen places, so they can cut your tires
* "Vesela has just filled the tank of her car with fuel, yet the electronics show empty tank"
* cars which heat, lose shield and other parts
* dead car electronics - and Mitko cannot start the car, or it does trange things
You can never say which electronic damages Pfizer do directly, and which they hack, yet last winter the electronics of our local heating died, or rather kept dying again and again,
and after internet router stopped working for some reason, the local heating electronics stopped dying, these electronics had some modern remote control function, which I guess was the problem
My microwave in the apartment changed its clock functions completely, went to constant blinking, which was not part of the original functions
I mean, expect car damages, even the "rescuers" at times reported "Pfizer didn't allow our car to go out"
Otherwise, after so much "rescue"-damages from the former regime, I feel like a DXC client company ;)
Word is I was paying them to damage me....................

Last winter, every morning Mitko's car was playing a "luck game", the electronics will or will not allow ignition
And on one morning when I was traveling with them to Sofia, a Pfizer "medical laboratory" (or something) car was demonstratively driving in front of us

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This Ukraine series...
World looks like street children throwing stones at each other in the street
And this is of "no concern" to the people living in the big house by that street, until one of their windows gets broken
I mean, disciplining "red street children" is the right thing to do

Yeah, New World always insist on telling you what they do

I trust you endlessly more than I have expected
You might have noticed that I was all the time talking about my own repair, and never asked you to repair anyone from my family
This was because I expected you to slice them, do tests with them, lots of ugliest things before going for any repair at all
And I am beyond imagination surprised than nothing like that happened
I trust you

I thought that everyone was like DXC's pharmaceutical circle - obligatory post mortem before treatment

I am in either case using nothing but hot water bottles for a lot of days now, as I wanted to give you my data as a present :)

I am in either case using nothing but hot water bottles for a lot of days now, as I wanted to give you my data as a present :)
Although dealing with a "sedated body nerves" me, has a ton of advantages :)

I keep what I have for you to see it, and you supply me on the away with Valerian root capsules/tablets (or whatever sedating body nerves temporarily)
Just so I am in shape to ........., whatever, just within shape :)
I am a dedicated kind of person :)
And I am so happy Alexander+ will be growing among people :)
I have been searching for a substitute for family, throughout 15 companies
What you have is a lot closer to this
Not that I do not like my children, I do :)
That's just that Bulgarian saying
When I got divorced in 1986, a hell broke
"Someone" going and reporting to court that "I do not live with Yavor and Linnah" (absurd, the first time I had a day for myself was when they were 18 and asked me if they could spend the New Year Eve with friends)
Police car bringing me 3 judge orders to sign and taking me, Yavor and Linnah to the police station
The first order says "Come within a month to agree the children summer visit to father",
The second order says "Come within a week for the same thing"
And the third one says "Judge is sending police to take you into custody, as you did not respond to the first 2 orders"
And I am signing these 3 orders at the same minute, so that the judge speeds up the process and avoids unnecessary bureaucracy
When I told a friend of my father's about this, he said only "He (your ex-husband) has found a village without dogs"
The saying means that a village without dogs, me, has no-one to count on, and that things happen to this village, which never happen to other villages around
This is why I am doing what I am doing :)
I want to belong somewhere, and you look like a pretty perfect choice :)

The end of that court fight is very educative, gives you a valuable insight into what Bulgaria is
The court fight continued for 9 years, the judge directly told me that he was in the same family situation, yet he cannot do anything to his ex-wife and will take it all out on me
Things like, I am with the kids stroller on my way to the city pool, he meets me, asks me where I am going, and tells me "This means that you are breaking the law"
To this day, I still cannot understand how bringing children to the city pool, where lots of other children are, breaks the law
Anyway, me or my ex-husband asked some amendment from the court, I was in Gabrovo, so all court papers had been sent to Gabrove and have been in Gabrovo for some years
Yet an amendment could only be decided by the initial divorce court, which was BOTEVski court in Sofia
Yet the Gabrovo court secretary, which had to send the entire folder to BOTEVski court in Sofia, misunderstood the court name, and sent the folder to BOTEVgrad, which is a completely different, 3rd city
Ever since, when my ex-husband went to any court in Gabrovo or Sofia to "continue", he was told that there was no such folder, end of story.
"Bulgarian courts make no mistakes."
When I started my war with Pfizer, I told them that story, and asked them "Can you afford to wait 50 years?"
I was planning to wait 18 years until that court hell was finished, and it only took 9!
I warned Pfizer that they will have to wait 50 years, as I will not back off, and it might take shorter than that :)

Anyway, everyone thinks that the brain is the main reason for the nervous tics, but it isn't
I once went to Dabovets with Linnah, Mitko and Dani, for 3 days, this summer
This is a small village, around 10-15 inhabited houses, my mother was born there
And 3 days I had no contact with laptop, phone, anything, and when I got back to Sofia, my nervous tics were almost gone
For two reasons
* First I disagree with those movies about treating PTSD in military by making them "re-live the stressor"
If you have someone addicted to cocaine, heroin, alcohol, will you keep them locked in a room with cocaine, heroine, and alcohol only, and no other view of reality?
Or will you take them away of the drugs, keep them busy with reality, and show them that life is not drugs, there is an endless world out there,
Until they literally replace the drugs with life, and when next they see drugs, they will simply feel no attraction
I have been damaged by an endless series of Pfizer, Aviva, Annonyous "psychiatrists", all claiming that "they will give a different meaning to the irritators"
WHY? Why should computer annimations be seen as "meaning something"? Do they mean something to you?
This is idiotic, this is a deliberately traning someone to "see things, hear voices"
Things which mean nothing MUST mean nothing, end of story.
After Dabovets I understood the problem, and stopped looking to see where the "irritators" are, and this made an enormous difference
* Second, nervous tics result primarily from sick body nerves, not from the brain
If the body nerves are calm, because of spending no laptop days, after garlic, antibiotic, Valerian root, they hardly ever react
If body nerves have had nothing cleaning, neither sedating for many days, they are so highly irritable, that my left hand touching the laptop while typing started pulsing,
the laptop's static electricity activates its embedded viagra, as all the nerves are irrate, and literally do not care what the stimulus is, they react to everything
Same after irritaton, constant laptop usage creates something like an apophylactic shock, first irritation is OK, second, third, next during the first....... apophylactic shock
Asthma, in which cough irritates and results in even more cough
Shortly, some body nerves sedation is the correct "on the way" choice
Disclaimer: No, no particular animation means anything particular to me
They all mean one and the same thing "EXTERNAL INFLUENCE ATTEMPT"
I have a Magic brain
After that Tokuda "vaccine" my body was trembling uncontrollably, I had a most physical feeling of terminal fear
Then I opened in the internet Thomas Harris's book Black Sunday, and read that line about the former military being given a glass with opium, and I felt it, and my body and mind got immediately completely calm
This has never ever created any single issue in my life, it is a power, not a weakness, I just have more control over myself than most people, and this is one of my control means
This is also why I am alive after 7 years of Pfizer, and no-one else is
Yet when I met Pfizer, I didn't know that I MUST NEVER ALLOW ANY SINGLE EXTERNAL INFLUENCE
Law: I can dot it, and I must never allow anyone outside me to do it.
Yes, it means that I am detecting attempts at external influence, detecting them, not mistaking them
At any time I have also been coming accress the same animations at completely indifferent environments, and they have no wrong effect at all, there mere existence as unintentional calms me
What I hate is not specific animations, I hate "intentional" in all its forms, no matter of my children or someone evil is doing it
What my body nerves hate, is just the enormous base irritation, which makes them lose any selectivity, and they explode at just anything

I do not renounce all PTSD movies completely
There is survivor's guilt, this can be thought/talked through, I personally reached the conclusion that I did not forsake
I just didn't allow others to drag me with them into something they went into, for one reason or another
There is also the unspeakable adrenaline levels difference - after Sutherland, at the Hilton training I was feeling like a soldier in trenches
"The moment no-one was shooting at me, I couldn't stay awake, I was missing so much stimuli at once that I was falling asleep"
Yet what concerns te overreactions to specific stimuli, No. No-one needs to "rethink them"
If these same things mean nothing to everyone else, they mean nothing, and MUST mean nothing
Just like every other drug addiction
Take the drugs away, introduce manual, physical, whatever intensive labor, and the addiction will lose supporters :)
At the moment I am hurting myself by volunteering myself around laptop, that is the problem
Remove this problem, and you won't need any Valerian root either

The repeating, yes
When I told you that my brain has acquired a memory for song, and I can play songs in my brain intentionally, hearing musical instruments, voices
I suddenly wondered if this has been temporary, and if I will at all be able to show you the effect
So I ventured to call a song, and couldn't stop it for two days after that
99% of your PTSDs are just physiological addictions to stressors, garlic and Valerian root even sedate them

The fact that I clearly recognize everything intentional is a survival gift, I will never wish to part with it
As "things which should not be there" mean danger
The moment the gene engineering productions get removed from my body, I will not have a problem whatsoever with being observant

Well, with Pfizer the mistake was entirely mine :)
Most people in the world are stupid, this is the reason why no-one should ever be allowed to interfere
Some things people have, they must keep them for their personal use only :)

Great idea that video :)
Upon return from front lines, send your soldiers to cut wood, and you will have lots of happy veterans, and families, reduced medical and crime costs :)
You can substitute equals :)
And as an added bonus, wood cutting is not known to cause PTSD :)
Bulgaria has such military divisions, labor-divisions, no idea why you don't have them
My brother was assigned to such a labor military division, to serve as sort of secretary there,
And he said all their arms were just shovels, the entire division had one single hand gun, locked in a safe :)
Send your military to cut some wood, or restore disaster hit buildings, on the way home, and everyone will be happy :)
No, we don't have so much wood here, in Bulgaria labor divisions dig the trenches for the electricity cables and the water/gas/etc. pipes

You may be have technology, and you need no manual work for any digging, yet some physical work for at least PTSD victims you can still find

Setting :)
That video is also very smart, I am interested in the twilight zone, I do dream to share it
Yet it depends
What I despise in "medical" is their God complex, "they are entitled to power over everyone", and this is completely wrong
The word wizard explains it best
People who can do things, can talk to people who can do things, the one who is more skilled, can introduce the other to what he already knows, is able to do, gradually
As a stairway of trust
Introducing means "I can do this, if you want to, you can try doing it as well"
There are no testers and test animals here
I detest God complex, and every single "medical" has it, I have seen two doctors over almost 6 decades who did not claim power over everyone
the video says it "I do", not "things are done to me"
"I do" goes not a single centimeter beyond my privacy, what you know about what I do is no problem to me
What I will never allow are things done to me

I am interested in everything in which I am trying things by myself, if/when I want to
"Do you want to try?" is perfect
"I will now do this to you", forget about it
I am not against me doing magic, as it physically increases my control on myself
I am only against this control being transferred to someone other than me

I am interested in everything in which I am trying things by myself, if/when I want to
"Do you want to try?" is perfect
"I will now do this to you", forget about it
I am not against me doing magic, as it physically increases my control on myself
I am only against this control being transferred to someone other than me
I am not "telling stories", by the way
PPD/Pfizer Tier 2 Medical Information in UK had a woman manager (this thing I am not calling a lady)
When the war between PPD and Pfizer started (I guess she was PPD), she came to Sofia first to convince me to refuse everything Pfizer wanted
Usual mistake, PPD had already treated me so rudely, so many times, she sounded derogatory, lying about something, and I didn't believe her
Not her, her "cryptic" protege Gergana (evil disgusting creature)
Days after that Pfizer won against PPD and that UK woman manager and her protege Gergana were already attacking me on behalf of Pfizer
Long story short, this UK woman manager was standing next to my desk when I was trembling looking as if I was going to go crazy any second, and
and then I read that sentence about the opium glass, and before her eyes I got suddenly completely calm, and she said something of the sort "worked",
Looked at me with such a horror as if I was some terrifying beast, and walked away

Yes, interesting, isn't it?
That UK woman manager had no problems watching me ruined, yet the moment I healed myself and looked completely in control, she got terrified and walked away

I like the idea :)
And I will tell anymore details in the dark :)
There is something safe to say, however, which can be in the basis of Magic
I have always had high marks at school, OK, may be technically highest, yet without too much zeal
Rather with no zeal at all
Namely, something in me told me that I didn't care if what I was told to learn was true or false
I only wanted to have the highest mark, and prove my technical abilities to myself in the process
So I never ever asked myself "Is what I am told really so?",
Instead, my only question to myself was "If this is so, why is it so?"
And I was wasting a technically minimal energy to learn
This is like walking on water, you sink because you don't believe that you can step on the water
I walk on it, because nothing in my mind ever tells me to doubt, I am only interested in the Why, and never in the If
And I do think that what I am doing is universal, applies to everyone if applied
When I was working marketing in Dutch and French in a Gent, Belgium IMRO company based in Sofia, I sometimes had bad days
I had days on which I had no sales, and this was bad, a computer was calculating everyone's sales against the average at the end of the month
and everyone with low sales was fired
In such times, I used to go to a very luxury cafe, and order myself a glass of apricot juice, or a cup of luxury tea, for $1,
This was a lot of money for me, I hardly had anything to eat, my salary got devided between me and my university students children
I could eat 4 times with $1
Yet upon returning to the phone after the luxury tea, I felt successful, and happy, and my sincere joy, my "I am happy where I am",
made people stop listening to what I was offering, and simply wishing to be where I was, as "I was sincerely happy to hear from them, to be where I was", and they wanted in
Year later I was the supervisor and QA of 35 German speaking agents selling Hilton bookings
And on days on which the sales were low, instead of doing the usual corporate imbecility and punishing them,
I was buying them luxury tea, chocolates, cookies
It wasn't expensive, cost me just about $120 from my own salary a month,
And all the agents suddenly felt happy where they were, I could here the hotel's luxury in their voices, and customers were buying that luxury
The same way I was talking about hysterical ugly or old lady colleagues, asking them about clothes advice, they believed they were good looking, and stopped shouting hysterically over the floor
And everyone could resume their work
Thinking of humans as of computers is not inhumane :)

I can see why you jump to claiming that this is communist educational background, and you would be wrong :)
Yes, this is exactly what communism orders everyone to do
No, it doesn't work - all my classmates have always been peevish, finding everything wrong in every teacher, in every word said
And this is not "free will", this is rather lowest negativism
There is a joke:
"Two men are sitting at a table in the pub, one of them looks at the window and says:
"It is raining, Communist sons of bitches, it's their fault!", and keeps drinking
Half an hour later the second man looks at the window and says:
"Still raining, Communist sons of bitches, it's their fault!", and keeps drinking"
No, my approach is not communist, it is personal :)
More probably because I spent the first 6 years of my life in an entirely Romanian village in Bulgaria, with my grandparents only
My grandmother was intentionally grooming me to be "academic, not gypsy, not ordinary", and she strictly forbade everyone from talking to me in Romanian,
lest I learn the language, and start speaking Bulgarian with an accent after that
My grandparents were both Romanian, spoke very little Bulgarian, I was not allowed to live the yard, meet any children at all, visit neighbors, all for the above clean race reasons
My grandparents had taught me some most important words only, they spoke Bulgarian to me only, never among themselves or with neighbors,
When they spoke to me, this was with minimalist sentences, and just "Let's eat, let's go to the vineyard"
Every word meant something

All that childhood twilight a little supplemented by two facts
1st, my mother says that I was born in 8th month of pregnancy, because she had caught rubella
She got immediately chased out of hospital as the doctors feared the infection,
I started to quickly lose weight, dropped well under 2kg, which was not very popular at the time
My mother tried to go back to the hospital and was chased away with the words "Is this still alive that you are bringing it here!?"
On my 4th day of life she traveled with me to the Romanian village and left me there as she had no idea what to do with me
Here comes the second fact, the fashion of the time said that feeding baby bottles were a most harmful capitalist invention
So since my birth I was only fed with a spoon, with goat milk

Well, this might explain why I am so protective to others
And one more of the facts, my grandmother was very busy at that Romanian village - crops, animals, cooking
And me on top of that, my parents say she often gave me to eat wine with bread, so I can fall asleep, and so she can get some work done
She overdid it sometimes, I remember a case when she told me to sit in the bed, with my legs covered with a blanket, and not leave the bed,
as my grand father was going to be angry if he saw that I was so drunk that I couldn't walk
In the village, and later in Gabrovo with my parents, whenever there was wine on the table, all children were required to drink, so they can learn to drink
I was 10 when I said that I don't want to drink wine any more, "as I was afraid that if I get drunk I might tell something I don't yet remember"
And in either case I felt very concerned about being in control, and ever since I avoided everything threatening to take that control from me

Most times when people do something wrong, they do lots of things wrong, that's the reality :)
This ruins all research, of course, as you get such a spectrum to choose from that no choice makes sense any more :)
Plus, my father was really fond of making everyone around himself "believe" in plans of great future
Me and my brother were completely addicted to believing the great plans
He smoke a lot, it the air in the sitting room stopped being transparent
So my mother insisted that he goes to smoke in the vestibule, yet me and my brother were joining him there as well, every time, and it made no sense
I had severe passive smoking damages until the age of 18
For years, in the summer my the backs of my hands used to get so dry that the skin was tearing like over-dried land field, and all the crevices in the skin were bleeding
My hands also got severely inflamed from touching dirty dishes
In the winter, my fingers and especially toes got something which a doctor called cold allergy - they were violet, all the time swollen, frozen
And years later we started hating my father for all the imaginary great stories
I developed something like a tobacco smoke panic, my throat was suddenly hurting and I was feeling suffocated when I smelled tobacco
And Pfizer healed this :)
They were using tobacco smoke so much as a "threat", that I started liking it, compared to the "floaters" male perfumes :)


And this makes all the difference
When I am deciding what to believe, I use it to be in control, and implement my own decisions
When someone else "influences what I believe", I am prevented from taking my own decision, this is why this must never happen.

The point is, that all scars are adaptations, and the more scars, the more adaptations, technically
And illusion is not illusion, neither liguistics at all
It exists objectively
Everytime I meet a criminal, he asks, "Can I shoot/hit/kidnap you?", and my answer even without speaking is "No."
True, I do practice "this didn't happen" a lot, about lots of things
Yet it is no different from "This is not happening", "This will not happen"
And the last two are objective reality which everyone around me sees and believes
My father was very moody and angry when I visited him in Marroco for 2 months, when I was 16, he said "You have changed"
I was like a wall. Silent and completely untouchable wall.
I see everything like the math tests at school. No-one from my classmates can solve the math test preparation problems, this doesn't make then unsolvable :)
Every time in life someone tells me "you have no way out", I only think to my self, "yeah, again! For you for sure!"
I have never seen any single situation with no way out, I am always sure there is a solution, I don't doubt it for a second
I had a "rescue" campaign, I had to wait on the bus stop (may be, never clear) for the "rescuers", they sent me a completely un-understandable "message" that they have been arrested by police
I understood nothing, went to the bus stop, waited there, the bus passed, the next one was in a lot of time, Linnah was waiting for in Sofia me to take me to Dabovets
I looked around, so a neighbor going out of his yard, and to his car, offered 100 BGN for a trip to Sofia, he took me to Sofia, refused the money, was in either case going there
I arrived to Linnah's work building, enormous yellow Speedy cars waiting there, Pfizer "hinting", "We have just overdosed you in the bus!"
"Ah, right? I just wasn't in to bus, you know?"
Later I explained to the "rescuers" that as per Pfizer legends, their fingerprints have been copied from their ID cards, and they got released.
Since childhood I have an unlimited feeling of control, I was sure that if I dropped from the 10th floor I wouldn't even get scratched
Every night I was seeing in my dream how I am controlling air currents, sitting and sliding on them like on snow hills
Or standing upright and regulating the distance between myself and the earth surface by arms movements
It is not illusion, it is control, and "I can."

Както винаги никой не мисли по-съвършено от теб :)
Обичам те :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

И обичам думаата чудовища :)
Мноооооого, въпреки че аз съм влюбена във всяка дума, която кажеш :)

Do you think you can try to prevent air chemical attacks in the Mall tomorrow? Linnah says we will be waiting for dani's lesson to finish there

I thought so :)
Thank you :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Techno is very well said, by the way :)
It is all about tools
Everything material and thought is a tool you can learn to use
And about the "two kids", I am not fond of classifications
The facts are, there is never any second thought, there is always a distanced coolbloodedness, which feels nothing
And this allows it not to be hindered by damages, and to objectively decide what to do, even though the body itself is not in shape
the alligator :)

Yes, it is definitely good for children too :)
Some years later my father was exactly as unhappy with Yavor and Linnah too :)
He said, "You have taught them to listen to no-one but you!"
Haven't noticed that, may be
My father was inded popular with all children, talking saying stories
There is a photo of him sitting next to his 3rd wife's granddaughter - you don't need to know anything about the world at all to recognize that look
And, no, he was not popular with Yavor and Linnah at all for some reason :)

Truth be told, I was talking to day to intelligent people, for the first time since ever :)
You have no idea how much idiocy I have been listening to until now
As if their heads had been replaced with empty tins
Whatever you tell them, "No, this is ill, it doesn't fit the shape of my tin, and needs to be corrected"
For the first time I am listening to people who do not suggest destroying perfectly working mechanisms just because they "don't fit into a tin"
Long Live Metal :)

Long Live Ford :)

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It's always "days left", for the last 3 years :)
We werent going to come here, before that 2 other things "were going to happen", war as war, you never know
Tomorrow I am moving to my house.
I am tired of 2+ years of humiliation, I prefer lack of everything basic to what has been, leave alone my "mother"
I have given the idea that PTSD soldiers have to go cut wood, and I am about to live to my promise :)
My situation might prove a lot more complicated, yet I want my dignity.
I remembered something important I haven't told you, by the way

Yes, I expected you to be tracked by someone "who is not an enemy"
Word was that Pfizer had some "big country" military contract, so whoever is fllowing you might be completely unexpected, a plea bargain type of case
Another explanation is that while you have been building life, Russian have only been building war and no life at all
And might have "toys" you do not expect
The person I remembered to tell you about now: Marin Minchev
Bad news. He was SKF CCL, and may be CCL of Royal Bank of Scotland as well, as he was scheduling all their SSL certificate replacements
Marin Minchev is Pfizer's entry point into DXC, and I think DXC made something to hide him away
Marin Minchev met me before I even stepped on the mainframe floor, I was still on initial training, and with other trainees I went to the Business Park's "345" suppermarket to buy something for lunch
Marin literally stood in our way at the entrance of "345" and presented himself to us in a rarhet merry and artificial way
The first day I stepped on the mainframe floor, he was in the coffee corner, and whe he saw me coming, he stood at the window and started shouting into a phone, "I trust this doctor"
After that, the moment I was forced to move from Mainframe Operations (where I was not working on the SKF account), to Security (where I started with the SKF account), "there were no free desks anywhere else,
And "I had to sit next to Marin Minchev", and the hell gradually broke
* Marin was repeating all the time "If the means are yours and the aim mine, what do I care!?"
* He was talking all the time about his "very good doctor aunt, who was for the most pure imitation of nature, and I MUST meet her"
* SKF turned 100% of the tickets they sent to me into Pfizer messages - later it got discovered that SKF were typing false, "message-carrying", names on all their ticketsm thus every single new user, or new access ticket I was working on
was for a user who didn't exist, I was creating new users under false names, userids for persons who do not exist, on 100% of their tickets
The entire SKF was turned into a Pfizer message board
It later SKF's Helpdesk was changing these names to the real names of those who would use the userids, no idea
* When I was working on my first ROSCOE ticket, I made a copy/paste mistake - instead of copying the settings of the modelid from a file, I cut them, pasted them at the end of the file, created the new user's access, yet the model user lost their access of course
I corrected this, yet SKF Pfizer saw an opportunity, they spread the scandal more and more, involving management, the last HPE real Security Jim Taylor hadn't yet left
Jim verified the access, it was correct, the user kept increasing the scandal, Jim offered a remote session to see what happens
And......... SKF told him to back off, as they were after me, and he had no business with this
Jim immediately notified all sorts of management, I saw it on the faces of Rosen Radev (my Operations manager), and Marta Terzieva (my Security manager), they were terrified,
looking at me with horror and not knowing what one does in a situation like this
They repeated an Operations training for a couple of engineers, included me as well, and thus removed me from the SKF account for 3 days
After I returned to work, the Pfizer theater continued, Marin Minchev brought me a SEX GUIDE, and wanted me to read and discuss it with him!
To which I answered that he must buy himself a sex doll, which will be a "clean imitation of nature" (as long as he washes it), and discuss this Sex Guide with his doll, not with me
He then brought perfumes - lots of them, changing them every day until I asked him not to pour buckets of perfume on himself
Marin said that he cannot stop, as "he was an AVON representative, and had the obligation to demonstrate these perfumes to colleagues, so he can sell them"
He even said, "Why should I put all these perfumes on myself! You take them, smell all of them, and choose!"
No, this didn't happen either.
Marin was the som of some Veliko Turnovo bosses
After I convinced everyone that Pfizer was "in da house", I pointed to Marin Minchev as "Day 1", entry point
And he was immediately made leave, he was very happy though, sent thanks email, "he was going to start a business of his own"
Foggy matter
And While I was still working on the SKF account, I had a most disgusting Pfizer-customer, some American manager woman, Pamela Detwilder
She was logging "cloned fake tickets", piles of them
AKF have normally a very good access approval system,
Only approved managers have access to raise access request tickets
They choose the type of access they request, and depending on their choice, the ticket tool automatically routes the ticket to the respective approvers
Pamela Detwilder ("Pamela wants piles of cloned children") was bypassing ugly all approval process
She was selecting from the menu "I want a duplicate application screen", for which no approval is needed
And in the ticket she was requesting new users to be created, who will enter the mainframe completely outside the approval process
And after that she was cloning her ticket, 10 times
I was fighting against these tickets, escalating, contacting SKF HelpDesk, nothing worked, only an SKF HelpDesk woman wrote to e in Skype, "It's not us, it's Pamela"

And prepare to start buying Greeting cards :)
I will be painting cards to make some money, and be able to live, and you must buy them from eBay :)
This is technically the way of doing it :)
Everyone wins :)
I love painting, and you will be tracking Pfizer's "prevent any delivery" network throughout the planet :)
You guess that Pfizer are in either case using that network, including for warfare delivery, so you just get the chance of tracing who is doing it :)

Especially if you cannot escape the red satellites, confiscate them ;)

It doesn't matter what you plan, I completely agree with your intentions
Still, the moment Linnah and Mitko leave for Sofia, I go to my house.
My mother intentionally tortured me, and you have a video of her laptop camera to see how much she loved it
The moment Linnah and Mitko leave for Sofia, I go to my house.
I will not stay here with this garbage.
When/If you show up, everything as agreed
I just have dignity and I have no business with my "mother".
"She has Alzheimer, she is not responsible"
I do not care. Mitko has no Alzheimer, and poured on top of himself such a bucket of perfume this morning, that half my tongue, and nose are crazy now, and I am still searching for solutions.
As long as people will keep torturing me without any reason, just because what happens to me doesn't matter - I have no pity for anyone.

Ah, by the way, Mitko's car is in front of the apartment building here :)
When I last left my old Trabant in front of this block, for 30 minutes, even my side mirror was demounted, leave alone the windshield wipers
Just saying :)

Every time I think I understand something, in the end it turns out you mean exactly the opposite :)

If this is what you are saying, yes, Marin Marinov's AVON perfumes were all warfare
Pfizer energetically "hinted" that "I should accept to smell all Marin's perfumes, as they were theirs"
Pfizer never have anything different than Absolute Zero IQ.
And Marin is absolute garbage, I have never heard anyone tell me directly "If the means are yours and the aim mine, why should I care?", which is what he did

I am thinking what else I know about Pfizer (and DXC), just not to think of the disgust about being here
There was a very interesting story with Mike Everitt
At DXC Mike Everitt and Steve Collinson were very actively playing from Pfizer, DXC tried to muffle this by pretending that Antoniya Marcheva had recruited them, and they had personally no contact with Pfizer
Yet I don't believe this - Pfizer leaving such acive players without contacting them? No way.
Mike Everitt was mostly speaking disgusting stuff in Skype, ordering many people throughout many department to raise fake mainframe changes as "Pfizer messages"
At least some of those people had no idea why they were raising thse changes
Yet with Mike Everitt nothing is ever for the show only, he officially chares everyone for everything
* Security for reading their emails and answering them,
* Aviva for visiting their conferences
Mike Everitt had ordered some powerful access system ID, later I got "hinted" that this ID was transferring data "somewhere"
I deleted the ID, Mike Everitt started a scandal, didn't work, made John Marlow raise a change for the same ID to be recreated, I did not action the change for moths, and it got withdrawn at some point
The interesting case, however, includes McAfee Data Loss Prevention
That day for the first time I had run some jobs returning the monthly userids counts on all client mainframes
My Citrix failed, Mike Everitt sent me a friend of his, some Indian to check/fix my Citrix
And some hour later I started receiving again and again some automatic McAfee Data Loss Prevention email, claiming that "I was trying to transfer credit card information to the internet"
I forwarded the first email to Mike Everitt, as I was working on Aviva only at the time, and he was Laura Ply's paid per minute Aviva consultant
Even after I reported that email, it came coming again and again
I think the email meant that I was using Aviva's internet to "transfer credit card information to the outside"
This is not possible both because we did not work with credit card information, and second because I was strictly following the process, accessing everything Aviva only in Citrix
And within the Aviva environment I had no internet access at all, no-one had
Yet at times, within that Aviva environment my in-existing internet showed up, and I was able to open some page, run some goodle search
Mike Everitt made a joke that "I was running some jobs today" (Pfizer, "usercounts are money")
Yet I insisted and escalated the issue, which was muffled too, as Mike Everitt was the manager of some internal McAfee department too
(I know how McAFee Data Loss Prevention works, I used to be McAfee Corporate Gold Support Technical QA for 3 years - DLP dictionary included data must be uploaded to the internet in this case, to trigger that email)

Mike Everitt was also large scale transferring HPE internal data to Aviva
The first such trick was "when he was in a hurry to leave for the day, as he was going on vacation"
At that moment, completely "accidentally" Janet Atkonson from Aviva write me in Skype that she urgently needs a High Level Qualifier transferred from DDXC to Aviva
I wrote to Mike Everitt, he quickly agreed, "as he was in a hurry to leave", and...........
What resulted was sort of "Mike transfers to Aviva "drive C", and as part of that transfer lots of "withing drive C" directories can no longer be accessed by DXC, only by Aviva
And one of these directories only had been discussed for more than a year already, and shared ourneship was refused to Aviva, as these datasest contained HPE internal data
Another DXC-meat curiosity was the so called Death Squad, I called them so, as they were rudely pushing me to some (probably Aviva, yet may be Pfizer) slaughterhouse
These were David Oliver (CICS.......), John Marlow (Networking), Steve Collinson (Auditor.....), Johann Badehorst ("Security"), and Marta Terzieva (dumb communist whore)
John was organizing Skype conference ("trainings") either asking me if I am a man or a woman (as this is exactly networking field of knowledge.....); pointing at "ugly silent Diana" on the conference call "See, she is here, but she doesn't even talk!"
"David" Oliver was generously agreeing to "male things" on my behalf
Steve Collinson was first playing for Pfizer, making me theaters how "I must give a password to Antoniya", calling Pfizer Antoniya "compliance queen"
Later continuously tried to make me slip in processes, as for instance "Nikola Rawlings allows Operations access to Royal Bank of Scotland with no PES, as "they do not have access to data",
We now transfer from operations Borislav Borisov (very hardworking and nice guy, yet .... has been working illegally in the USA, including in some inmates only factory, and when his bike got repeatedly stolen in Bronx,
he started stealing himself a bike too.........)
Grant him Security access to Royal Bank of Scotland without PES, as Nikola Rowlings has already waived the PES for him, and I will take down Nikola Rowlings" (says Steve)
No, didn't happen
Also lots of fake screenshots uploaded to the official mainframe external audits sites, showing that the required auditing jobs are running daily, while they have never been even written
I know it because he has registered me as "main submitter", and he was submitting all these audits as "co-submitter" yet still partially under my name
Johann Badenhorst has been promised to become head of Global Platform Security, and for this, after the big poisoning when my beds and walls were sprayed with adrenaline and hormones, Johann called me at home
And "speaking on behalf of my male half", said "I don't care, as I already have a new employer waiting for me, I must call Marta Terzieva"
This is the strangest part, as Marta Terzieva and David Oliver were actively working for Pfizer for months already, and now, out of the blue, they "worked for Aviva"
Aviva "were building a ship for me, to hide me there and dismember me", and the ship was going to be ready for the 14th of September 2018, this is why Pfizer made this big poison overdose, to make me miss the Aviva ship trip
And how exactly did David and Marta work for Aviva, as I don't know any single person whom Pfizer have used once and let go?
Anyway, for one of the slavers or the other, these were the Death Squad.
(you are asking yourselves the same question, don't you? "When did all these people work then?!")

The DXC Corporate Communication intrigue was even more fun, because they had started with:
"As the next DXC Bulgaria manager (that bullshit too), your first task will be to get Aviv aback as client" (by giving Aviva your meat)
I at some point got quite angry, strated protesting, and Corporate Communication said "You won't look good on the DXC corporate photo if you don't wear both a beard and a bra"
(Aviva were planning that every woman marrying a "violet" person, will take the violet person's testis into her ovaries, and produce his sperm")
New business, new "corporate citizen" advertisement, etc.
While Aviva were chanting, "Gender board gave "someone" money so we could test cloning on him, if you want to ever see money too, it will only be via Gender board, after we test on you!"
And at some point DXC Corporate Communication changed the song recording!
It became "Send that Aviva totrure ticket tool video, we need a scandal with Aviva, as we have a new buyer for your meat"
These are less "Corporate Communication" than I am a tram, the only surprise here is who that buyer was?
DXC is "suing" Pfizer, and are now trying to break their meat-deal with Aviva, who then gets my meat?
I kept refusing to upload the video wth the Aviva ticket tool for a month, and uploaded it because of the poison overdose, on the poison day
Really, "When did all these people work then?!"

And about that sexist Eldom Invest/Praktiker boiler, you might know about the boiler
But you might not know that this "Christmas celebration" was initiated by DXC Bulgaria
Marta Terzieva came to tell me that I am taking Christmas stand by/on call days, and the Antoniya Marcheva will come to give me her DXC phone
Strange, as all DXC was calling my personal phone 24/7 for 2 years, and Antoniya was always giving the phone to someone to pass it to me
Antoniya came, and said something about the "divert call" option, a very long explanation intended for cavemen
And she pronounced it "divert CAL", it is true that she speaks almost no English, yet even she knows how to pronounce "call"
I didn't pay attention, as the explanation was so showy long and "for dummies" that nothing else stood out
I went home, Christmas approached, I had a new boiler bought, and called a plumber to mount it, and...........
When the water started running through that boiler it came out rusty, deep brown, looking like mud ("CAL", кал)
And stood rusty for good

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Raid on DXC continued (because if DXC haden't intentionally left me without income, my imbecile daughter and my disgusting whore mother wouldn't have been discussing in Skype that "I am afraid to go out, need psychiatric help, etc,
and "here I am thrown in Gabrovo, because I can no longer work and take care of myself")
2016 a Martin Roll criminal got hired, this one DXC even could not control - he locked down Aviva, leaving access to himself only
I was then sent to beg Aviva for his password, I logged on with his password, and restored "Security" team's access
Martin Rolls was also said to have left his active IDs here and there, intersiting why no-one noticed them, and only in 2018 I was told to delete......
Anyway I had a constant fear of Martin Roll's IDs, and one day I discovered that "militant" TNT staff have left DXC Security with no access at all to a list of LPARs
And I thought to myself "OMG, what could Martin Roll have been doing there?!"
(Martin Roll did have undeleted IDs here and there on those LPARs, but no active ones, all stopped moving when he got fired)
I was terrified to learn there were invisible to me LPARs though, started asking whoever had access to grant me, as TNT HellpDask were practicing "same year delivery ETA" for DXC Security
And I reached the SysProgs' TNT test LPAR, and I asked a SysProgs friend for access, he himself had none, I asked his manager Mr. R. Hill, he gave quickly SPECIAL to one former Operations colleague who had ID there, that colleague gave me SPECIAL (it was the very end of the work day)
I saw that there were no issues whatsoever on this LPAR, however.................
When I reported to Laura Bly the taking over by DXC of this list of invisible TNT LPARs, she............
Taised a ticket to take the SPECIAL away from SysProgs on their own TNT test LPAR..........
This is unthinkable, SysProgs own this LPAR, they design the mainframe there, this is why they all have SPECIAL there, on every single mainframe in the world
Without SPECIAL they will not design the mainframe, will not work at all
There is even a standard warning on the entrance screen of all client accounts SysProgs LPAR:
"You have been given this access from this to that date only, so you can do the following service to SysProgs"
Mortals have not even IDs on the SysProgs LPAR, on Aviva I got an ID just once, so I can create an SSL Certificate for testing a new server
An eternal mail trail started, Mr. Hill wanted his team's SPECIAL back, Laura Bly said No. I was in the mail trail openly explaining the above
I recently asked DXC why that was done
Word was that Laura Bly removed SysProgs' SPECIAL (and with it their visibility" of the TNT test LPAR) so that she can let "someone" else "have a look at TNT's test LPAR" :)
Desolation is the word :)
Yes, your hours are finishing today, I cannot pronounce myself officially mentally ill and stay under my mother's supervision
And I crave a house of my own

Aviva were meanwhile shouting pulicly that no-one in my family should ever be allowed to have children, as "they will all be unable to talk because of genetic schizophrenia"

This is how slavery works....................
DXC could have prevented criminals from poisoning me, they didn't
Could have paid me a salary, they didn't
Could have fired me under a law allowing unemployment payments, they didn't
And now................. Django Unchanged :)

Writing to my mother that "I have mental issues, cannot take care of myself, and cannot go out, work" works faster than internet
She informs all her friends in Gabrovo, Bulgaria, USA, Europe, all 5 continents I guess within the first 5 minutes
My idiotic daughter made this setup, "DXC later discovered that a psychiatrist made her do it" - what difference does it make now?
Do I have any single fact to the contrary?
Can I go out? Can I work? Do I have a job, income?"
Have I been delivered to her to take care of me?
Today I am going to my house, you have a couple of hours left.

I have been hearing such promises for the last 3 years, "villains get punished", "I "WILL" be paid, cured"
Have you seen any of this ever happening?

Just so I make something meangigful of the disgusting time here
Though no idea if this particular piece serves anyone, Of yeeeeeeeeeees, I remembered something which DOES SERVE :)
This all starts with the HPE Bulgaria hiring process - on the job intervew I got the question "Is it sure that no-one else will ever hire you? Is it sure you have no ther option to get a job?"
(It was exactly on the 1st of July, I had recently learned about child murder, so yet, my face got easily mistaken for job helplessness)
When I saw the other 10 "engineers" starting initial training with me, I saw the answer to that question, "no one will ever hire them"
They were not even able to pass the administrative entrance tests, I was passing those tests for them
When they started the technical online courses and tests, they just said "This is never going to work, I don't understand a word of this"
So they gave up and started just "working", directly, with a most scarce idea of what they were doing
And this wasn't even the worst part
The worse part was the endless diversity of hopelessness:
* that Borislav with the illegal worker in the USA, convicts factory, bikes stealing stories
* a religious extremist (Christian extremist, yet still extremist, the worse they ever made them) - I do not remember his name at the moment, may be Radoslav Dobrev as his training RACF ID might have been RADOD
He was all the time speaking how he had some addicttion (games, alcohol, I don't remember),
and how his religious leadre saved him; when I was speaking about Parkway Drive's song The Devil's Calling, the extremist got hysterical, "remove this song, this is the devil, this should never touch my laptop!"
When I told everyone how cashiers often give me money when I am scared, and I alway go back to give them their money back, the extremist got hysterical again, "No! This is so wrong! You must never return money to the rich, you must take the rich people's money and give it to the poor!"
The rest were simply completely illiterate and untrainable otherwise nice people - some working on 700 men construction site with no toilet, others coming from night guards duty (only pensioners are ever hired on those, or really hopeless people, 2 libariry institute students, with no computer literacy at all,
* one completely hopeless guy who has been working as icecream seller, and immediately lost his access flash drive or something for the Canadian Imperial Bank of Commerce
Now we come back to the religious extremist :)
During the initial training, he was running out of the building on every break, to meat his religious leader
Once he was sitting next to me on the training, I see mostly noothing withought glasses, so I per error took his phone from next to my laptop, insteda of mine, he found out in the lift to the groundfloor, got back, saw devil in me,
"Without this phone he was going to miss this evening's meeting with his religious leader!"
You can see that all this drama was loudly public, and Bulgarian DXC management didn't care a bit
With time the extremist got calmer, at some point he was my only friend at work, meaning that he was bringing from home the worst and most rotten food ever, and as I was also bringing my own food, we often ate together in the kitchen corner
One day, this was after the start of the revolution, when I had a way to tell DXC management, I noticed that the extremist was no longer hysterical at all
He ate the worse and cheapest food still, yet the hysteria on his face was replaced with a smug smile of someone who has done all his work on this world
I told DXC management, those same "cryptic" ghosts all around myself, and they discovered that the extremist was "working on a CIBC project with his relious leader"
They said, shut up, as he is now woring for us:
A year after that I got angry, started shouting about everything, as I am doing now
"Oh, thank you we NOW resolved this" (I wonder if they did, though.....)

This all comes from that rather peculiar hiring process
And the complete official disregard for security in Bulgaria
I was begging my supervisor Petar Savov not to make me use my laptop from home, not to even make me bring it home, I was explaining about Pfizer
He decided to teach me common sense "No-one is interested in these laptops, neither in your, nor in mine, here is my password, I change it every month yet I always use this number and I add to it an abbreviation of the current month"
Every single evening all DXC Bulgaria laptops leave the building, and travel by bus with the employees to students parties, rent rooms with 3 students inside, clubs, restaurants, cinemas, you name it
The initial traner officially teaches "You are responsible for these laptops, as everyone in town, when they see the logo HP on the backpack, knows that there is a laptop inside and comes to steal it
My favorite story, Operations "Manager" Yordan Gerorgiev gets asked to receive from Security the FireAx ID we created for Aviva after Martin Roll locked them down
And Yordan writes officially to all DXC management around the world :)
"I am a manager, this is why I have completely lost any connection with Operations, I do not know who is allowed to be given this FireAx ID!"
"I am a manager, I cannot take responsibilities!"
Give the FireAx ID and its password to 1st level Operations as they work 24/7, and might know whom they may or may not give the password!"
(Mmmmmmmmmmm, 1st level Operations are those new hires listed above :)
They know nothing and no-one, work at Operations for a couple of months and leave :)
And the FireAx ID is the most powerful ID in the entire mainframe, it has in some aspects more access than Security have :)

And these laptops travel out of the building every evening not because they will be used at home, but because the company officially declares that it is unable to guard them in its own building
Even at work the laptops stay tied with a Kensington locker to the desks, as "the manager said during the first month 3 laptops were stolen from the work floor in plain day"
PPD are Pfizer mob, yet they keep their laptops at work, not even locked with Kensigton locks, not in lockers, just on the desks, and not a single laptop reported stolen in 2 years
The DXC building is same as leaving these same laptops in the street

IMRO, the Gent, Belgium company, used to hire 300 employees per hall, a total of 600 at times
All completely unfiltered in terms of where they come from and hwo they are, including an unbearably smelling homeless man, who did not accept girls "No" as an answer
OK, they had desktops, not laptops, yet nothing of their computer periferia got ever stolen in 3 years
DXC Bulgaria is the one and only company in Bulgaria (I have worked at 15), which refuses to guard their laptops

Your hours will soon be over

Oh, looks like you have less than an hour :)
All because of my idiot daughter :)
I was set up again so I can "rescue her"
My mother just said on the phone that "They are just having lunch and starting for Sofia" :)
What did I tell, you, I am not spending a moment with my "mother" :)

Complete bullshit, just more and more bullshit


My "saleswoman" "daughter" is traveling every single weekend, all over Bulgaria

Don't say "rescuing my mother" as I will throw your "toys" into the toilet right now, won't even wait a week to do it

There is no brotherhood in only taking from me, more, and more, and never giving me anything at all.

I leave now.
What you are "restarting" or not restating is your own business, not mine.
I will decide when exactly I will throw your toys into the toilet.

It is never about anything else but intellect - impossible orders are never obeyed, no matter who gives them
Yes, "a matter as great as satellites will always be above any personal interests at all", I never expected anything else
All the rest, however, depends entirely on me personally, and you can end up "with a finger in your mouths" (Bulgarian saying)
Truth be told, that satellite business depends on me too, as I can throw your toys into the toilet the moment I wish :)
And stop disgusting me with baby pictures - my daughter is продажна курва and I am not interested in her AT ALL
Yes, satellites are a great project, no one is above it
And no matter how great it is, I will can still spoil it greatly, the moment I wish :)
You cannot expect devotion from someone to whom the first ever (and all) thing you do is humiliation and financial ruin
Yes, my продажна курва daughter can sell me any single way you wish, yet have you for a moment thought that she does not own me :)
Let's continue what you started - you threw me with my sadist mother, not even telling me what you were planning,
and can you guess what follows now :)
I will never tell you anything about my plans :)
Every single day you will be wondering what will happpen next :)
I am not yet throwing your toys in the toilet, yet you are free to guess when I will throw them in the toilet :)
You started this, and you have chosen exactly these rules, so they now apply to you as well :)
Not a single word from me as to what I will do the next minute :)
No, I do not and will never claim that you can realistically know, neither say what you will have to do the next moment
You threw me exactly where I said I cannot be, now :)
You will be living and working in complete disinformation :)
Not because you are changing plans, of course you will change plans, no war can be fought without this
Not even because you are misinforming me serially - historically, only Pfizer has always understood that BULLSHIT "communication" you inherited
War is war and misinforming Pfizer is part of it
You could have thrown me at every single other point of Bulgaria
This could have been vacation, some days of rest, training, anything - you have chosen humiliation, as long as severe public message that "I can no longer take care of myself, and I am thrown at the care of my mother"
I do understand that your satellite war is greater than anyone, I just also understand how comfortable you will be fighting it with someone you cannot trust :)